Under Siege – John 18: 19

Meanwhile, the high priest questioned Jesus about his disciples and his teaching.

How do you read today’s verse? Do you hear, “Meanwhile, the high priest, wanting to better understand who Jesus was and what he was all about, gently questioned Jesus about his disciples and his teaching.” Or, do you hear, “Meanwhile, the high priest grilled Jesus about the whereabouts of his disciples and how many disciples there might be. He also asked leading questions trying to trick Jesus into admitting his subversive teachings.

John’s writing style is pithy and economical. He doesn’t give us a lot of information about what is going on. Rather, he sketches out his narrative quickly and efficiently. He is focusing on the important parts of his story, and glossing over the bits of the story that connect the meat to the bone.

Was the high priest, Annas, sympathetic to Jesus in any way? Not likely. Given his close association and relationship with Caiaphas, it is very probable that Annas was at least as hostile to Jesus as Caiaphas was. His questions would not be friendly. They would not be questions intended to allow for fair answers.

And what did Annas want to know about the disciples? Was he looking for information on how big Jesus’ “rebellion” might have grown? Was he thinking ahead to a time when the Jewish leaders might have to hunt down these followers of Jesus? Was there some way he could discover who was secretly a disciple?

What did the high priest’s voice sound like? Was it soft and beguiling? (Come on, Jesus, tell me now… ) Or was his voice sharp and accusatory, angry and spiteful? Regardless of childhood poems that talk about “sticks and stones” and tell us “…names will never hurt me,” words do hurt. How they are said hurts. Especially when they come from someone in authority.

Jesus was already under siege. The forces of evil gather around him and are drawn closer and closer. The Son of God stands quietly, not helplessly, but quietly, submitting to all that is going on.

Food for Thought: Was there a time when you were young, or at school, or this past week where someone attacked you with words? What could Jesus say at this point that would appease the high priest?

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Fire and Ice – John 18: 18

It was cold, and the servants and officials stood around a fire they had made to keep warm. Peter also was standing with them, warming himself.

The last thing Peter wants at this point in the story is for someone to notice him. He is in a strange place, with the door shut behind him. The other disciple who let him in has apparently left Peter in the courtyard by himself. He is alone, but not alone.

He is alone in the sense that he is separated from the other disciples and his Lord. He is not alone in the sense that the people of the world have closed in around him. The courtyard is probably large. The night is old but darkness still rules. It would be easy to avoid being noticed if only he could stay in the shadows.

He has already denied Jesus once. That would not have felt good. Perhaps he brushed it aside as simply a momentary lapse. It really wasn’t that important because, after all, she was just the servant girl. Probably no one else heard him … maybe.

His thoughts are interrupted by the cold. It is ice cold in the dark of the late-night hour. Perhaps the dew has started to settle and the dampness made the cold even more biting. Brrrrrrrrr.

The fire on the other side of the courtyard calls to Peter. Like a moth, he is drawn to the flame. All he wants is a little warmth to fight off the damp chill of the night. But there is danger by the fire. There are people there, and the fire gives off light. What if someone recognizes him?

At the thought of being recognized as a disciple of Jesus, Peter may have balked for a moment. At that moment, he is balanced between the bitterness of the ice-cold night and the warmth of the fire’s flame. The call for warmth wins out and Peter sidles up to the fire, trying to get warm without being noticed. But the trap has been sprung. The fire’s light will catch Peter out. Satan is sifting Peter with fire and with ice. (Luke 22: 31-32)

Food for Thought: Can you relate to Peter’s situation? How would you advise another person to recognize the slippery slope of temptation?

Bonus Question: What advice would you have given Peter?

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Falling Apart – John 18: 15-17

Simon Peter and another disciple were following Jesus. Because this disciple was known to the high priest, he went with Jesus into the high priest’s courtyard, but Peter had to wait outside at the door. The other disciple, who was known to the high priest, came back, spoke to the servant girl on duty there and brought Peter in.
“You aren’t one of this man’s disciples too, are you?” she asked Peter.
He replied, “I am not.”

This passage has long fascinated me because the disciple known to the high priest was probably also known as a disciple of Jesus. Maybe not, but given the interest in Jesus, it seems likely. In spite of this, he is allowed into the courtyard. Then he comes back and tells the servant girl to let Peter in. So Peter is allowed in as well. Then the servant girl asks, “You aren’t one of this man’s disciples too, are you?” The “too” is another indication that the first disciple was known as a disciple of Jesus.

Instead of acknowledging the obvious, that he, Peter, was “with” the other disciple, he denies it. Why? Who did he think he was fooling? And who was he trying to impress?

In this account, we are not told how Peter and the other disciple get to the house of Annas. Did they follow Jesus? Did they come later? John does not tell us. Is Peter still carrying the sword he used to cut off Malchus’ ear? If so, that might have seemed awkward.

Without the Holy Spirit in him, and the Lord by his side, Peter falls apart. He is, after all, only a simple fisherman. Three years earlier he had been working in the fishing boats making a living catching and selling fish. He had probably never been near a house like the one Jesus was in. Strange environments and strange people are disorienting. Even the lowest of the low, the servant girl, can seem dangerous and intimidating.

Food for Thought: How does having the Holy Spirit in us make the impressive places of the world seem more ordinary?

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The Rug of History – John 18: 12-14

Then the detachment of soldiers with its commander and the Jewish officials arrested Jesus. They bound him and brought him first to Annas, who was the father-in-law of Caiaphas, the high priest that year. Caiaphas was the one who had advised the Jewish leaders that it would be good if one man died for the people.

If the Serpent had a human face during this entire episode when Jesus is killed, that face would be found among these priests of God’s temple. Caiaphas plotted the death of Jesus long before it happened. Somehow it seems appropriate that Jesus would first be brought to Caiaphas when he is finally taken by the soldiers.

What did Caiaphas think and feel when he saw Jesus brought before him? Jesus was someone who had given sight to the blind, cured lepers of their horrible lingering disease, fed thousands of people with virtually nothing, and raised people from the dead. Perhaps all Caiaphas could see was the threat Jesus’ message represented to the established Jewish religion of legalistic righteousness.

Now that he had Jesus within his power, perhaps Caiaphas felt he could relax again safe in the knowledge that the historic authority of his priestly tribe would remain unchallenged. This upstart who claimed God as his own father would be swept under the rug of history never to be heard from again. Ahhh… it will be so nice not to have to deal with challenges to the Sabbath laws!

As events unfold from this point forward Caiaphas is seen pulling the strings of the Roman governor and using his position of power to maneuver the Jews into condemning Jesus. He had plenty of work ahead of him before this would be over. Even then, the Rug of History would prove to be inadequate for covering up the murder of God’s Son.

Food for Thought: Caiaphas, the High Priest, found himself in the position of literally fighting against God. How do you suppose he felt in the months and years following this moment in history and what can we learn from Caiaphas?

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The Strike – John 18: 11

Jesus commanded Peter, “Put your sword away! Shall I not drink the cup the Father has given me?”

Keeping up with Jesus is hard. Throughout this gospel, we have struggled along with the disciples, the Pharisees, and Nicodemus to understand Jesus. What is he really saying? Often he speaks figuratively, but in this case, he speaks in a very human and straightforward manner.

“Put your sword away!” A very clear command.

“Shall I not drink the cup the Father has given me?” A figuratively couched question but one that should make sense to the disciples after all of the time they have spent with Jesus.

And what cup is Jesus referring to? Isn’t it for this very moment that he came to earth? Isn’t this why he was born a human? Clear back in the third chapter of Genesis, verse fifteen, this moment was foretold:

And I will put enmity
between you and the woman,
and between your offspring and hers;
he will crush your head,
and you will strike his heel.

This is the moment when Satan strikes at the heel of God. This is the moment when God allows a sinful creation to torture and kill his only Son. This is the moment when the Lamb of God, the perfect sacrifice unblemished by any sin of any kind, pays the price for all who have sinned and turn to God for salvation through his Son, Jesus Christ.

Food for Thought: If God had to bargain with Satan for the return of those captured by sin, what price do you think Satan would demand?

Bonus Question: Why does God stoop to allowing his only Son to be killed by Satan? (See Matthew 13: 24-30)

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Oops – John 18: 10

Then Simon Peter, who had a sword, drew it and struck the high priest’s servant, cutting off his right ear.

So what do you think Simon Peter was thinking when he put his hand to the sword and started whittling on Malchus’ ear? Do you suppose this whole thing caught him off guard? After all, I don’t think Jesus mentioned anything about this, did he?

… but now I am going to him who sent me. (John 16: 5)

But very truly I tell you, it is for your good that I am going away. Unless I go away, the Advocate will not come to you; but if I go, I will send him to you. (John 16: 7)

Jesus went on to say, ”In a little while you will see me no more, and then after a little while you will see me.” (John 16: 16)

Very truly I tell you, you will weep and mourn while the world rejoices. You will grieve, but your grief will turn to joy. (John 16: 20)

I came from the Father and entered the world; now I am leaving the world and going back to the Father. (John 16: 28)

A time is coming and in fact has come when you will be scattered, each to your own home. You will leave me all alone. Yet I am not alone, for my Father is with me. (John 16: 32)

Oops. I guess Jesus had tried to give Peter a clue after all.

Food for Thought: Put yourself in Simon Peter’s place and ask yourself why you have the urge to cut off somebody’s ear. What do you hear in answer to your question?

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Jesus in Charge – John 18: 7-9

Again he asked them, “Who is it you want?”
“Jesus of Nazareth,” they said.
Jesus answered, “I told you that I am he. If you are looking for me, then let these men go.”
This happened so that the words he had spoken would be fulfilled: “I have not lost one of those you gave me.”

The night has almost gone. It is still dark but Jesus has been up all night. He celebrated the Passover with his disciples. He then spent a great deal of time giving them his last-minute instructions. He and the disciples made their way outside of the city and across the Kidron Valley. At the other side was Mt. Olive and on the mount was an orchard called the Garden of Gethsemane. Here Jesus had prayed for several hours.

Finally, Judas finds them. With him is a group of soldiers and officials. They have torches and weapons as well as superior numbers. They are ready for anything and expecting the worst.

Jesus leaves no doubt as to who he is. He doesn’t wait for Judas to act. He steps up and takes command of the situation. This is not a matter of someone standing up and taking a bullet for Jesus. Instead, Jesus stands up and takes the hit for every person on the planet. Even those who are wanting to hurt him. He speaks first and he speaks with authority.

Having established himself as the one who is clearly in charge of the situation Jesus issues a challenge: “If you are looking for me, then let these men go.” The people he is dealing with are not rocket scientists, yet the logic of what Jesus says does not escape them. They have been told to get Jesus and bring him back. If they fiddle around with Jesus’ followers Jesus might escape and then they would be in a bad spot. Better to stick with the one they are supposed to get rather than take the risk of getting them all.

John tells us why Jesus does this. It is important that Jesus not lose any of the disciples God has given him. When it comes to protecting his own, Jesus does not hesitate to act.

Food for Thought: After reading this passage how would you describe the Jesus we see here?

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Cutthroat Gulch – John 18: 4-6

Jesus, knowing all that was going to happen to him, went out and asked them, ”Who is it you want?”
”Jesus of Nazareth,” they replied.
”I am he,” Jesus said. (And Judas the traitor was standing there with them.) When Jesus said, ”I am he,” they drew back and fell to the ground.

When I read this passage I smile to myself. Jesus is generally humble and gentle in all his dealings with people. Sometimes I wish he would just cut loose like he does when he cleanses the temple. You know… kind of like in the old Westerns on TV…

It is a hot, dusty day in Cutthroat Gulch. The only thing moving in the afternoon heat is the tumbleweeds that occasionally roll down Main Street. The sky is hot, and throats are dry. A stranger rides into town on a white horse. Out of every broken window of the second story boarding house, a dusty rifle bore slowly moves into the harsh sunlight. Every gun is aimed at the stranger. The bad guy sheriff slides his coat back revealing his holstered .44 Colt. Even the kid who’s dad owns the trading post pulls out his slingshot ready to have his fun with this unwanted visitor. 

Before the first trigger is pulled or the first rock flung, the stranger smiles and sunlight glints blindingly off his pearly white teeth. His eyes glint with something akin to humor, and his hair, ruffled by the same breeze playing with the tumbleweeds peeks out from under his white hat. 

”What’s your name, stranger?” Growls the cowhand in front of the saloon. 

”Jesus,” answers the stranger. 

”Jesus?!” Replies the cowhand. And then all hell breaks loose. Every trigger is pulled, every rock flung. Smoke billows from each gun, every barrel pointed at the man on the white horse. And then it happens…

Each bullet, every rock, and even the tumbleweeds all stop dead in their tracks. Jesus looks around sadly at the lost souls who inhabit this town. Then he raises his hand and speaks The Word. Each atom in every person whose heart is filled with hate suddenly stops and is repelled from every other atom in that person. Like a cloud of vapor or a mist in the wind, each gun, each slingshot, each barking dog and every person deserving death swells into a puff like the smoke from their guns. The atoms disperse and the souls sink down and out of sight. The only people left are those kneeling in awe. 

Jesus rides on…

Somehow I just want Jesus to stomp the bad guys and make everything right. But that’s not his style. He is a loving God. He doesn’t want to hurt the good with the bad. He knows a price has to be paid to redeem those whom he loves. Instead, we only get a glimpse of his power, authority, and glory. When he speaks his name, they all draw back and fall to the ground. 

Food for Thought: How do you feel about Jesus holding back his power when there is so much evil in the world? 

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Distractions – John 18: 4

Jesus, knowing all that was going to happen to him, went out and asked them, “Who is it you want?”

On the surface, this statement might seem a bit nonsensical. After all, if Jesus knew what was going to happen then why did he have to ask, “Who is it you want?” In a mystery story, the universal clue is almost always about who benefits from what happened. Using that logic, let’s ask the question who benefits from Jesus asking, “Who is it you want?”

The first thing I see is that it focuses on the mind of the soldiers on their mission. As we see in the various descriptions of Jesus being tortured at the hands of the Roman soldiers, they are very capable of gratuitous violence. The second thing I see is that it draws attention away from Jesus’ disciples. It is a little bit like the scene in Star Wars where Obi-Wan Kenobi protects Luke and the droids from the evil Empire by his use of the Jedi mind trick: “These are not the droids you a looking for…

As God Jesus has unlimited power. He created the world and presumably he could end it. Yet had he done so, you and I would never have had an opportunity to experience God’s love. Jesus needs to buy us back from sin and free us from condemnation. The price of purchasing our soul for God is Jesus’ death on the cross. So instead of wiping out the soldiers who have come for him, he distracts them from hurting his disciples by asking, “Who is it you want?”

Food for Thought: What does it say about Jesus that he would put himself between his disciples and the attackers?

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Knowing (III) – John 18: 4a

Jesus, knowing all that was going to happen to him…

John often refers to what Jesus knows. As we read John’s gospel account of Jesus’ ministry, it is easy to pick out the people who don’t “get” Jesus. They simply don’t know who Jesus is. But Jesus knows who they are. In fact, Jesus knows their hearts (John 2: 24-25).

There is an interesting illustration of what it means to “know” in the second chapter of John. The story is set in Cana at a wedding feast. The party has run out of wine, and Jesus’ mother, Mary, takes this minor crisis to her son. Jesus then changes the water into wine. In verse 9, it says, “… the master of the banquet tasted the water that had been turned into wine. He did not realize where it had come from, though the servants who had drawn the water knew.”

The servants knew what had happened because they had filled the jars with water. They had seen the water poured into the cup given to the steward. They heard the steward declare that not only was the water actually wine, but it was “the best.” John distinguishes between what the servants know and what the steward knows. The steward does not know where the wine has come from. The servants do because they were there and they know what they have seen and heard.

Similarly, Jesus knows what is going to happen to him because he has already seen and heard what will be done. Please do not ask me how this works. I don’t know. I do know that God exists outside of time and that God is both the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. God’s ability to foretell what will happen with certainty and knowledge is one of the things that makes God God.

As Christians, we often marvel that Jesus would go to the cross knowing what would happen. Today, for a moment, let us just marvel at the fact that Jesus knows.

Food for Thought: What does it mean for you that Jesus knows everything about you. Not only what has happened to you in the past and what is happening now, but what will happen during every moment that remains of your life on earth?

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